Eternally Grateful

Bone tired tonight, but want to post. Went downtown for an entrepreneurial meeting and ended up babysitting for one of the member's babies because children weren't allowed past the receptionist's desk. I had more fun running up and down in front of the elevators with the little 15 month old boy.

Leaving and heading for home, I marveled at the chill in this July air! It just feels delicious and I almost needed a jacket. My kind of summer.

Finding out so much about my inner self, how much I have disconnected and yet, like the proverbial hanging on by the skin of my teeth, getting a better grip everyday. Knowledge is key. So I keep reading and as in today - at Barnes and Noble as I read one of the Seth books - left for the meeting off Fulton feeling so joyous.

This girl is losing the limited and false beliefs.

Everything feels like child's play.

Easy Breezy

Two daughters and the friend of my younger girl came to stay in my apartment this weekend, so I got up early and fled the scene for coffee, a bagel and a walk as they slept. It was a clear day just as Goulet sang and I could see forever- at least as far as block to block of my Carroll Garden neighborhood. The leaves on the trees were so shiny they looked artificial like fake fruit in a bowl. I watched them glisten and thought of my Dad who surely must have been thinking of me this morning.

And on my walk I realized that if I truly - truly - unfold as easy as nature, life will be a flurry of least effort. Breathe, my body told me, breathe you silly girl. It's always been this easy.

I went back knowing the truth.